So issues.. we all have them.. in one form or another right.. some are well; rather obvious while other still are lying deep within us very dormant and quiet like.  They stay there until an event or experience triggers them and then you have this ‘thing’ you aren’t quite sure what to do with; so you keep tracking along until a solution appears… or does it?

I’ve recently discovered several of my own that some were somewhat known to me but i thought i had a handle on them while others were deep-set and didn’t surface until something recent triggered them.  Now most of them are easily handleable, however they’ve come at a time when I would really rather them just have stayed where they were until I would have been in different circumstances on my support level and closer proximity to it.  I have lots of ‘avenues’ of support and encouragement, however it isn’t really close to me so I have to communicate via the internet to get that support which in some cases, the persons I’m talking with are halfway around the world and in other time zones.  Make it difficult to keep regular hours for conversing.  But these are those that have lent me a piece of their hearts as I have to them.. and we have bonded in ways that I never have with those I grew up with… go figure that one out.

Of course I also have met up with those that choose to believe certain things about me and have made me out to be this horrid person that I am also dealing with; which I detest since I am not the type of person they have set me out to be.  I only hope is that time will uncover and reveal to them that I am indeed a good and decent person and their original assessment and judgement of me is alas, incorrect and they have misjudged me completely and that some form of camaraderie can be re-established once again, mind you we don’t have to be the best of buddies or anything, but a decent conversing relationship would be preferred.

Now I am doing my best to work through and move on from these new or resurfaced issues that have come up in my life.. so my hope is.. that you to, whom ever you are, can do the same.. with or without help… do what you must to resolve your individual issues and get on with your life.